wow its been a while since i last signed onto xanga haha.  does anyone still update this thing?  or really care about it anymore? 

anyway, either way, i'll be taking a break from this journal for a little bit because i have too many other things to be worrying about at this point in my life.  i'll still use my MySpace (http://www.myspace.com/xsoconfusedx) every once in a while though.  Only because i dont have to worry about updating it with news and such.  all i have to do is log on every once in a while, which only takes about one minute... and i can actually work with that.

so that's it for today.  maybe i'll quickly update with small bits of news in the near future if i'm feeling happy... .

-Sae

Okay, here's another really short update on my life so far...

-  VERY stressed.  i have absolutely no time to do anything anymore. 

-  again, i hate college essays.  HATE.  and i wish early decision deadlines were a little later.

-  i've been deprived of sleep for the past week.  4 hours a night, tops.  thank goodness for coffee.

-  but, on the other hand, it's my friend Amanda's birthday this friday and we're gonna somehow celebrate because we all love her .

-:Sae:-

so here's a quick update on my life...

- i finally got my permit at the age of 17.  yes.. go ahead and make fun of me.
- i'm more stressed out than ever about school and this whole college admissions thing.  i hate the college admissions process.  especially because i can't write a decent essay if my life depended on it.  and i hate having to ask teachers to write me a recommendation.
- i've become really bad at this time management thing.  so, i end up going to bed really late and getting about 4 hours of sleep if i'm lucky.
- failed my first Physics test.. literally.  i've been freaking out for a while now.  i don't think my mind was made for Physics.. or anything, really.

maybe that wasn't exactly quick... but anyway, thank goodness for Jewish holidays... i realllly needed the extra time to unwind.

-Sae

school finally started and it's really not as bad as i thought it would be... yet.  i'm sure that i will feel the school-anxiety pretty soon, but for now im still alive and calm-ish.  all that i'm kinda unhappy about is the fact that i don't have a car or a license, therefore not being able to drive, but i've been able to deal.  i have wonderful, loving people who offer rides and i can't be more grateful to have them around.

my schedule this year is better than it was last year, even though i have more honors/AP classes than i think i can handle.  i actually have a great lunch with great friends and good teachers minus Mr. Murphy.  and a study hall for the first time in my life.

so school life isn't so bad but that won't last and i know it.  i'll be stressing about college, clubs, volunteering, classes, tests, etc. soon but o well.

so tennis today wasn't too horrible.  i did really bad with the matches and was a little out of shape with the running, but i was still able to have fun.  i was so happy to hear that there were no weekend practices like most other sports.  Plus, i got to see Gloria drive again . 

I will be leaving for LBI today, technically, and coming back on the 27th.  im quite excited about that, although i really feel bad because i didnt get any summer reading done for the past week haha.  o well...